Messing Up

Life has been very good to me. We are blessed with another beautiful girl named Coralee on October 23, 2015. We have been leading our youth group for a year now and it is amazing helping these teens in this time of their life. God has given me so many blessings. 

Then at times I am a terrible husband. My wife is a quality time person( the one thing that shows her the most how much I love her). This is the one thing I keep messing up on it seems like every time. Today it was not coming home from a meeting with enough time for her to get ready to come with me to a doctors appointment and to do some shopping after. Of course I stayed and talked with the guys too long. 

I want to change this about me and I just haven't done it. I want to be there for my wife. She needs this time from me and I don't do the right thing. I pray to God to help me and I don't give it to him. I keep thinking it's no prob, "i" can do this myself. Obviously I can not. My wife deserves so much better than this. And I still tend to get my priorities mixed up. I get distracted with the things around me. The devil knows how to distract me. This is me now calling out the devil in the name of Jesus. Leave me along, take your distractions and shove it! I will walk the path God has made for me and my family. I hope that putting this out there will help me as a reminder of what I should be doing for my family.